Here it is a Monday night 8:55 and everyone is asleep but me, and Antiques Roadshow just finished and our PBS channel played their little commercial for PBS which has the tiger and the baby swimming underwater and the DNA unraveling, and that music (!!!) IT COMPLETELY BRINGS ME BACK to a year ago - being hugely pregnant and feeling a little lost and a little scared and a lot excited, wondering who this little girl inside me was going to be. This last year really has gone quickly, and it has been HARD, but OH what a year!!